“well that’s like hypnotizing chickens.”
i haven’t been using this journal very much lately, and i also haven’t been spilling my guts every time i’m upset. maybe i’ve been too busy, maybe i’m generally doing better, maybe i also realize that if i do talk about some of the things that are going on i’ll be told the same things i’ve already been told (all of which are true).
there’s a little bit of stuff going on with katie right now. nothing to be worried about, just some questions raised. doug told me “no! stay away, man!” allyson told me “let her do something about it if she’s interested.” my friend matt told me “what’s so wrong if both of you like each other?” allyson, perhaps because she is a woman and sees things from the female perspective, gave me the most sensible advice. or at least the advice that made the most sense to me. so i’m probably going with it. katie is my friend, and i’m not going to change that. don’t worry. i’m also not going to go crazy like i did last semester. i was upset on saturday night until i realized that i was just being absurd for no reason. these things happen.
i’m in the “college home stretch” right now. i have a good chunk of stuff to do and a week to do it in. but then i’m done. forever. or at least until i feel like going back to school again. god knows if that will ever happen.
